What If I Never Get Over You

Author Paige Toon
“Five giant stars. Propulsive and gut-wrenching…An all-consuming, epic love story.”—Annabel Monaghan, bestselling author of Summer Romance

One Day meets a contemporary Bridgerton in this high-drama, escapist wonder of a love story, Paige Toon’s best yet.


Three days to fall in love. Six years to try to forget.

Ellie didn’t expect to fall in love while interrailing through Europe. But she also didn’t expect to meet a man like Ash. Three blistering days in Lisbon is all it takes to form an unforgettable connection—a bond deep enough for them to scrap their itineraries and plan to meet again in Spain. But Ellie arrives late, and Ash is nowhere to be found.

Six years later, Ellie has landed her dream job working as a gardener for a viscount and viscountess on their sprawling five-hundred-year-old estate in Wales. She finds peace amongst the towering topiary hedges and colorful gardens, but her idyll is shattered when Ash crashes back into her life. And when it becomes clear why he didn’t show in Madrid, her heart breaks anew—for what the truth means for their fate.

But they have never been able to resist each other, and when the sparks of their attraction fly, Ellie’s life will catch flame. She will have to make a choice.
A Zibby Media Most Anticipated Book of Fall/Winter

What If I Never Get Over You is a sweeping love story that is deep, complex and so, so riveting. I devoured this novel in one glorious gulp and still wanted more. Paige Toon’s ability to weave longing, hope, devastation and joy into one powerful, heart-tugging love story is nothing short of spectacular.” — Jill Santopolo, New York Times bestselling author of The Light We Lost

“Five giant stars. Paige Toon is my go-to for an all-consuming, epic love story, and this might be her best yet. A propulsive and gut-wrenching novel about generational wounds, class, and finding one’s own way, Ash and Ellie’s connection is one for the ages. I loved it!”—Annabel Monaghan, bestselling author of Summer Romance and Nora Goes Off Script

“A sweeping romance about first love, and unforgettable connections. It swept me up, and did not put me down until I turned the last page.” –Sophie Cousens, author of Just Haven’t Met You Yet


Praise for Paige Toon


“Nobody writes angst and joy and hope like Paige Toon.”—Christina Lauren, author of The Unhoneymooners and Love and Other Words

“Paige Toon's romances are powerful and poignant and never fail to leave me clutching her book to my chest.” –Mia Sheridan, author of Archer’s Voice and Travis
 
“Paige Toon warms your heart, shatters it in pieces, then puts it back together again and again. ”—Abby Jimenez, #1 New York Times bestselling author of Just for the Summer

“Paige Toon writes the ultimate love stories: beautifully written, complex, and filled with longing.”—Annabel Monaghan, author of Summer Romance

“Paige Toon is the queen of heart-rending love stories.”—Sophie Cousens, author of Just Haven’t Met You Yet

“Toon’s writing is emotional and riveting.”—Jill Santopolo, author of The Light We Lost

“Every Paige Toon romance is five stars. Her beautiful, emotional love stories sweep me away.”—
Beth O’Leary, author of The Flatshare

“Toon urges us to risk everything, to never play it safe when it comes to the heart, and to know that caring is always, always, worth the cost.” —Caroline Leavitt, author of Pictures of You and With or Without You

“Unique and moving.” —Josie Silver, author of One Day in December

“Only Paige Toon can make me believe in the power of love this way.” —Laura Jane Williams, author of Our Stop and The Love Square

“Devoured in one sitting.” —Cosmopolitan

“Emotional.” —Publishers Weekly

“Compulsively page-turning, wildly romantic and beautifully heartbreaking.”—Emily Stone, author of Always in December

“Paige Toon is the queen of will they/won’t they romance, setting up an ending that will leave you in bits.” —The Sunday Express (UK)

“Queen of rom coms.” —OK Magazine (UK)
© Greg Toon
Paige Toon grew up between England, Australia, and America and has been writing emotional love stories since 2007. She has published fifteen novels, a three-part spin-off series for young adults, and a collection of short stories. Her books have sold nearly 2 million copies worldwide. She lives in Cambridgeshire, England, with her husband and their two children. View titles by Paige Toon

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“Five giant stars. Propulsive and gut-wrenching…An all-consuming, epic love story.”—Annabel Monaghan, bestselling author of Summer Romance

One Day meets a contemporary Bridgerton in this high-drama, escapist wonder of a love story, Paige Toon’s best yet.


Three days to fall in love. Six years to try to forget.

Ellie didn’t expect to fall in love while interrailing through Europe. But she also didn’t expect to meet a man like Ash. Three blistering days in Lisbon is all it takes to form an unforgettable connection—a bond deep enough for them to scrap their itineraries and plan to meet again in Spain. But Ellie arrives late, and Ash is nowhere to be found.

Six years later, Ellie has landed her dream job working as a gardener for a viscount and viscountess on their sprawling five-hundred-year-old estate in Wales. She finds peace amongst the towering topiary hedges and colorful gardens, but her idyll is shattered when Ash crashes back into her life. And when it becomes clear why he didn’t show in Madrid, her heart breaks anew—for what the truth means for their fate.

But they have never been able to resist each other, and when the sparks of their attraction fly, Ellie’s life will catch flame. She will have to make a choice.

Reviews

A Zibby Media Most Anticipated Book of Fall/Winter

What If I Never Get Over You is a sweeping love story that is deep, complex and so, so riveting. I devoured this novel in one glorious gulp and still wanted more. Paige Toon’s ability to weave longing, hope, devastation and joy into one powerful, heart-tugging love story is nothing short of spectacular.” — Jill Santopolo, New York Times bestselling author of The Light We Lost

“Five giant stars. Paige Toon is my go-to for an all-consuming, epic love story, and this might be her best yet. A propulsive and gut-wrenching novel about generational wounds, class, and finding one’s own way, Ash and Ellie’s connection is one for the ages. I loved it!”—Annabel Monaghan, bestselling author of Summer Romance and Nora Goes Off Script

“A sweeping romance about first love, and unforgettable connections. It swept me up, and did not put me down until I turned the last page.” –Sophie Cousens, author of Just Haven’t Met You Yet


Praise for Paige Toon


“Nobody writes angst and joy and hope like Paige Toon.”—Christina Lauren, author of The Unhoneymooners and Love and Other Words

“Paige Toon's romances are powerful and poignant and never fail to leave me clutching her book to my chest.” –Mia Sheridan, author of Archer’s Voice and Travis
 
“Paige Toon warms your heart, shatters it in pieces, then puts it back together again and again. ”—Abby Jimenez, #1 New York Times bestselling author of Just for the Summer

“Paige Toon writes the ultimate love stories: beautifully written, complex, and filled with longing.”—Annabel Monaghan, author of Summer Romance

“Paige Toon is the queen of heart-rending love stories.”—Sophie Cousens, author of Just Haven’t Met You Yet

“Toon’s writing is emotional and riveting.”—Jill Santopolo, author of The Light We Lost

“Every Paige Toon romance is five stars. Her beautiful, emotional love stories sweep me away.”—
Beth O’Leary, author of The Flatshare

“Toon urges us to risk everything, to never play it safe when it comes to the heart, and to know that caring is always, always, worth the cost.” —Caroline Leavitt, author of Pictures of You and With or Without You

“Unique and moving.” —Josie Silver, author of One Day in December

“Only Paige Toon can make me believe in the power of love this way.” —Laura Jane Williams, author of Our Stop and The Love Square

“Devoured in one sitting.” —Cosmopolitan

“Emotional.” —Publishers Weekly

“Compulsively page-turning, wildly romantic and beautifully heartbreaking.”—Emily Stone, author of Always in December

“Paige Toon is the queen of will they/won’t they romance, setting up an ending that will leave you in bits.” —The Sunday Express (UK)

“Queen of rom coms.” —OK Magazine (UK)

Author

© Greg Toon
Paige Toon grew up between England, Australia, and America and has been writing emotional love stories since 2007. She has published fifteen novels, a three-part spin-off series for young adults, and a collection of short stories. Her books have sold nearly 2 million copies worldwide. She lives in Cambridgeshire, England, with her husband and their two children. View titles by Paige Toon