Preface: Being in the World
 Chronology
 Introduction: Spy Cops – On Being Spied On for Fifty Years
 BOOK I: THE END OF THE CENTURY
 Part 1: Before the Fall
 1. Southall 1979
 2. The Thatcher Consensus
 3. Farewell to the Fourth
 4. Off to India
 5. CLR
 6. ‘We Have an Editor!’
 7. Bandung File
 8. Private Eye
 9. Russia
 10. Moscow Gold
 11. Disrupting Heavenly Peace
 Part 2: Friends and Comrades
 12. Jarman
 13. Ho Chi Minh
 14. At M-K’s
 15. Gott and the Guardian
 16. Ernest Mandel
 17. Saving the Review
 18. Collateral Damage
 19. Art of Spying
 20. Renewals
 BOOK II: A FAMILY INTERLUDE
 The ‘Noble and Warlike’ Khattars of Wah
 Family Origins
 Family Life
 A Family in Jeopardy
 My Father
 Aftermath
 BOOK III: THE PROLONGED TWENTIETH CENTURY
 Part 1
 A New Millennium
 Iraq at the Centre of the World
 So Was It Worth It?
 Mojitos in Pyongyang
 The Boulder Interview: Palestine and Israel (2004)
 Remembering Edward Said
 Was Hugo Chávez Murdered?
 Havana Diary (2005)
 Al Jazeera, Al Bolivar, Telesur
 Fellow Traveller: Oliver Stone
 In War There Is a Need for Translators
 Part 2
 The Case against Tony Blair
 The Family Miliband
 The New Left Review at Fifty
 The Charlie Hebdo Massacre
 With Satyajit Ray
 The Bhuttos of Larkana
 A Painter of His Time
 Casteism
 Come Dancing
 The New Adventures of Don Quixote
 English Questions
 The End of Cricket?
 Kings and Queens
 BOOK IV: JOTTINGS
 Introduction: A Homage to Lu Xun
 Parchment Does Burn (1989)
 My Dinner with Mambety (1995)
 Better Red than Wed (1996)
 A Man without Instincts (1997)
 Marx on Suicide (2001)
 Al Jazeera (2002)
 In Tripoli (2006)
 Diyarbakir (2006)
 Return to Cochabamba (2007)
 Murder in the Family (2008)
 The Nobel War Prize (2010)
 Against the Extreme Centre (2011)
 Blitz Spirit: Alex Cockburn (2011)
 Pissing on Insurgents (2012)
 Lincoln in His Lover’s Nightgown (2012)
 ‘Indian Army Rape Us’ (2013)
 Ships in the Night (2013)
 A Tear Gas Canister, Made in Brazil, Used in Turkey (2013)
 Gaza: A Disgrace to the World (2014)
 Benedict Anderson: An Irishman Abroad (2015)
 The Quintet (1992–2016)
 Mr Ford’s Hacienda (2018)
 ‘I’m Glad Edward Said Is Dead’ (2022)
 Adieu Boris, Adieu (2022)
 Worstward Ho (2022)
 Celebrations (2023)
 A Missed Churchill Footnote (2023)
 Postscript: The Dying Palestinian
 Epilogue: The Ashes of Gaza
 Acknowledgements
 Index