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A hopeless romantic meets a jaded radio host in this cozy, Sleepless in Seattle–inspired love story from beloved author B.K. Borison.

Aiden Valentine has a secret: he’s fallen out of love with love. And as the host of Baltimore’s romance hotline, that’s a bit of a problem. But when a young girl calls in to the station asking for dating advice for her mom, the interview goes viral, thrusting Aiden and Heartstrings into the limelight. 

Lucie Stone thought she was doing just fine. She has a good job; an incredible family; and a smart, slightly devious kid. But when all of Baltimore is suddenly scrutinizing her love life—or lack thereof—she begins to question if she’s as happy as she believed. Maybe a little more romance wouldn’t be such a bad thing. 

Everyone wants Lucie to find her happy ending…even the handsome, temperamental man calling the shots. But when sparks start to fly behind the scenes, Lucie must make the final decision between the radio-sponsored happily ever after or the man in the headphones next to her.
Chapter 1

AIDEN

LOVE IS A LIE.

At least, that's what the sign above the door tells me. It's written in large looping letters. Little hearts dotted along the edges and a lipstick mark in the bottom left corner. It looks like a sign that should be hanging crooked in the hallway of a high school, not boldly declaring the decline of humanity during the morning rush at a coffee shop.

There are streamers too. Red and white and dangling from the hanging baskets by the window. They twist back and forth violently every time someone slips in from the street, relaxing back to their sad, wilted loops as soon as the door shuts again.

I frown at a red balloon with an X drawn over it in Sharpie, scratching at the scruff along my jaw as I wait for Jackson to come back to our table. A woman with a satchel the size of a small country smacks into the back of my head and I cross my arms over my chest, kicking my legs out halfway into the aisle to protect my peace. If Jackson doesn't come back soon, I might start eating the saltshaker. I demanded a croissant, two bagels, and a coffee the size of my face as soon as we sat down. Payment for pulling me out of bed at this ungodly hour.

I'm usually too tired from a late-night shift to drag myself from bed any earlier than ten. But Jackson had insisted, and then switched to threats when his insistence didn't work. I'd been too shocked at his language to come up with an appropriate excuse. In our four years of working together at the radio station, I've never heard Jackson raise his voice, let alone threaten bodily harm if I didn't agree to meet him at the tiny bookshop café two blocks from his house.

Be at Skullduggery at eight, he said. Or I'm coming for you.

I was so distracted by the underlying threat, I didn't bother to ask what sort of café has a name like Skullduggery. A pirate ship, maybe. Not a café.

Jackson elbows his way through the small crowd jostling for position at the counter and slides into the seat across from mine, a tray balanced in one hand. He's wearing a gray sweater over a plaid button-up, his sleeves rolled to his forearms. He's polished and put together, not a single hair out of place. I bet he was up at five, done with his workout by six, and making some of his hipster coffee by seven. Meanwhile, I'm wearing a sweatshirt I found draped over the edge of my bed. I'm pretty sure there's pasta sauce on it.

We managed to grab a booth as soon as we got here, though the overstuffed armchairs on the second floor look appealing, surrounded by shelves stacked floor to ceiling with used books. Not only does Skullduggery celebrate the downfall of love; it apparently has a robust collection of literature and the best cruffins in the city. Whatever a cruffin is.

Jackson hands me a cup of coffee, his face eager. "Did you see the sign?"

"You can't exactly miss it." I lift my eyes back to the sign above the door and the decorations floating around it. "The headless cupids are a nice touch."

He unloads the rest of the tray. "They celebrate anti-Valentine's Day every year. I thought you'd like it."

Like feels like a strong word for the demonic cupids dangling from the ceiling. I can't stop staring at the one closest to us. It somehow maintained its head in the massacre and its eyes keep following me. "Do people like . . . whatever this is?"

"I thought it suited your mood." He raises both eyebrows and nudges his glasses up his nose with his knuckles. "You know. Your shitty mood."

When Jackson started at 101.6 LITE FM, he never would have used the word shitty in casual conversation. I guess our spending every night together for the past three years has made a lasting impact.

"Subtle," I grumble. I reach for a bagel, then change my mind and go for the croissant instead. "Is that why I'm here? You want to have a conversation about my attitude?"

"What else would this conversation be about?"

"I don't know." I poke at my baked good. "I thought you wanted to get breakfast. Catch up. Do things that friends do."

"It's convenient how you remember we're friends when you're trying to wiggle out of something."

"I'm not wiggling," I mutter, petulant.

"You're absolutely wiggling. And what I wanted was a cruffin, but they sold out an hour ago."

There's a heavy pause. An implication that if we had met at seven thirty like he suggested, he would happily be eating his baked good of choice. I clear my throat and tear my croissant in half. "Apologies for your lost cruffin."

"Accepted." Jackson snatches the discarded half of my croissant. "Now let's talk about why you sound like your soul is being sucked from your body every night between the hours of six and midnight when you're supposed to be handing out advice on love. My weather reports are suffering because of you."

"Your weather reports are doing just fine," I mumble. I'm pretty sure Jackson's hourly traffic and weather update is the most popular part of our show. "And I don't know what to tell you. I'm fresh out of advice." I'm a glorified answering machine. A sentient blob that listens to people vent. After six years of hosting Heartstrings, Baltimore's romance hotline, I've discovered people don't want to be told how to fix their lives or be held accountable. They just want to hear themselves talk and validate their own narcissism.

They also want to complain about their husband not loading the dishwasher correctly for twenty-six minutes and thirty-two seconds.

I sigh. "You're concerned about my attitude affecting the show."

Jackson frowns. Brand-new lines bracket either side of his mouth. I've aged him by ten years with one conversation.

"Oh, we are way past that, buddy. I know it's affecting the show. This conversation is about you, Aiden. A bedrock of that friendship thing you like to allude to but very rarely bring into practice." He pauses and scratches at his jaw. "Maggie also said if everyone kept tiptoeing around you and your delicate feelings, she'd kick your ass herself."

Maggie, our boss at the station, has never been one to mince words. "The truth is revealed." I sigh.

"Aiden." Jackson leans forward, his frown dragging his whole face down. "You called someone a piece of shit in the middle of a live broadcast."

"Because that guy was a piece of shit." I dunk my croissant into my coffee. Some of it sloshes over the edge of my chipped mug to the weathered tabletop. I feel more emotionally connected to that spilled coffee than to any of the people who have called in to the radio station in the last three months. "He compared women to cattle, Jack."

Jackson flinches. "I know. But you've had callers like that before." I make a face and he throws up his hands in the universal gesture for Chill the fuck out. "I'm not saying he was right. He was a douche-canoe, obviously, but you've always been able to handle people like that, not-" Jackson leans closer, eyes darting over my shoulder to the people crowded around us. He lowers his voice. "Not launch into a very creative and descriptive diatribe about what they should do with their opinions. Maggie has been waiting for a call from the FCC. The only reason she thinks we might get away with it is because it was after ten p.m. And I interrupted halfway through with an emergency weather update."

Interrupted is a polite way to describe how he burst into the booth, ripped the microphone from in front of me, and started talking about low-pressure systems.

I rub my hand over my jaw. "You said there were storms rolling in. There weren't any storms."

"Because I lied," he whisper-yells. "You made me lie about the weather, Aiden."

I try not to laugh. I know how seriously Jackson takes his job. He wanted to work for the National Weather Service but had to drop out of his college program to take on full custody of his little sisters when his mom decided to join a traveling harmonica band. He stuck around for the girls. He said they deserved one permanent thing in their life.

Jackson stares at me. "What's going on with you?"

I keep dipping my croissant into my coffee. I don't know how to stop. "I don't know."

"You've been short-tempered."

"Yes."

"Irritated."

"Yup."

"Snappy and standoffish."

"That seems like an exaggeration, but sure."

Jackson raises both eyebrows as if to say, You called someone a piece of shit, then hurled your coffee mug across the room like you were competing in an Olympic trial. "Is something going on with your family?" he asks carefully. "Is your mom-"

"She's good," I interrupt. "She's fine. The cancer is in full remission. Everyone is good." Good felt like an impossibility six months ago. Good feels like too small a word for the balloon of relief that floats beneath my rib cage every time I think about how close I came to losing my mom. Again. How fucking terrible it was to watch her claw her way through a disease. Again.

I dig my knuckles into my temple and try to erase the image of her small body in a hospital bed, wires hooked up to her arms and a trembling smile on her face.

Everything is fine, Aiden honey. I'm okay.

I shake my head once. The cancer is gone. The doctors are hopeful. The cancer is gone. I clear my throat and glance at Jackson. "My mom and dad are doing a road-trip thing as a celebration. Up the coast. They planned it during her treatment and they're following through."

They keep sending me pictures of themselves in front of various state signs. Beaming on the beach in Delaware, wrapped in parkas. Matching threadbare baseball caps in New York. My mom clutching a bag of gummy worms to her chest in front of a half-bent sign in New Jersey, a knit beanie over the hair that's just started to regrow. Their faces lined with untethered joy.

"And you're upset you're missing out? Is that why you've been a jackass?"

I shake my head. "Nah. I'm happy for them."

"Then what is it?" Jackson asks. "What's going on with you?"

I turn my coffee mug in one full circle. I'm a mess. Just as obstinate as Jackson thinks I am. I don't know how to explain the dread I feel every time I slide into the booth at the station. The thick, heavy feeling that sinks like a stone every time I tap the blinking red button that lets me talk to listeners. It's an ache. An absence. I don't know. If my parents are the picture of joy, then I am the portrait of existential dread. I used to love talking to people. Hearing their stories and sharing mine. It made me feel connected.

But now I'm just . . . exhausted.

"I don't know," I murmur. "I've been-" Struggling, I think, afraid to say the word out loud. Afraid to make it real. I've been struggling and I have no idea how to fix it. If it can even be fixed. I think I've-I think it's possible I've fallen out of love with love, burned by one too many lackluster calls. Burned by the shitty circumstances my family's been handed too. It feels like every time I get my hopes up for something good, reality comes out swinging. I don't know how to be a hopeful person anymore.

It's easier not to be.

I tear off a corner of my croissant. "Maybe I should think about doing something else."

A groove appears between Jackson's eyebrows. "You don't believe that."

I shrug. "I don't know, man. Kind of." I drop my elbows to the table. "You've heard Maggie in our staff meetings. Show numbers aren't great. Sponsorship packages are way down. We get half of the callers we used to and every one of them is-"

"Challenging?" Jackson offers.

"Miserable," I say instead. We are a romance hotline with zero romance.

He leans back in his chair. "I know, but . . . Maggie has ideas. She's pitched a ton of new segments that have promise. And she launched the show as a podcast so people can listen whenever they want."

"The podcast has fourteen subscribers," I tell him. "One of them is my mom."

He snorts a laugh. "Three of them are my sisters."

Heartstrings hasn't pulled in a decent audience for months now. We're hanging on by the skin of our teeth.

The door to the café bangs open and a brisk wind tunnels through the tables. This close to the harbor, it's like sitting in the middle of a polar vortex. There's a chorus of complaints from the people closest to the door, and it slams shut again, the bells jingling their protest. The cupid with the demonic eyes glares at me, swinging back and forth wildly. It's bow and arrow points right between my eyebrows.

Poetic.

"Radio was never the long-term plan," I say slowly. "Maybe this is the universe telling me I should move on."

Jackson reaches across the table and snatches the rest of my croissant. I let him. "You believe in signs from the universe now? The guy who snorted when Maggie suggested he do a bit on horoscopes?"

"Well, horoscopes are ridiculous."

Jackson rolls his eyes. "Typical Taurus."

I ignore him. "Something needs to change."

I think it's me.

Someone jostles behind me for a place at the counter and their elbow sinks between my shoulder blades. I slip farther in the booth with a grunt. "Have you fulfilled your interrogation requirements for Maggie? Can I go get another croissant now?"

Jackson's lips flatten into a line. "Sure. I'll tell her you don't know what's going on, you don't know if you're going to stick with the show, and you don't know if you even really like people anymore despite hosting Baltimore's most popular late-night radio show."

"Formerly most popular," I grumble, tilting my half-empty coffee cup back and forth, hoping it might magically refill itself. "I think we rank behind that public broadcasting show now. The one with the cats."

"Primetime Pussycats?"

"That's the one."

He looks confused. "It's actually about cats?"

I give him a look. "What else would it be about, Jack?"

"Pussycat is a weird term," he says defensively. "And they air late at night. Stop looking at me like that."
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First-Time Caller is a beautiful, steamy, effervescent romance that pours hope and love right into your soul! Absolute magic lives inside these pages.”—Sarah Adams, New York Times bestselling author of Practice Makes Perfect

First-Time Caller made me feel like I was reading my favorite story for the first time—because I was. Bright, effervescent, and painfully relatable, B.K. Borison’s writing is a masterclass in tender care. I was kicking my heels and smiling through my tears—what a joyful ode to happily ever after!”—Ashley Poston, New York Times bestselling author of The Seven Year Slip

"First-Time Caller is everything: tender, sexy, stuffed with flirty banter that had me screaming into my pillow. Full of characters who feel real, like family. A beautiful love letter to love and the movie that made me believe in it. Infused with the kind of magic I can't properly put into words, because B.K. Borison took all the prettiest ones for this book. It's B.K. at her very best, a reminder that it's her world and we're the lucky readers who get to live in it. Hang this one in the Louvre."—Jessica Joyce, USA Today bestselling author of The Ex Vows

"Sharp, swoon-worthy, and profoundly romantic—First Time Caller is brimming with heart, vulnerability, and humor. BK Borison handles her characters and their stories with such care that you can’t help but clutch at your chest as you cheer them toward their happy ending. Aiden and Lucie remind us what a truly courageous thing it is to both be loved and give love in return."—Lyla Sage, USA Today bestselling author of Done and Dusted

"First Time Caller is going to blow fans of Borison away. It is filled to the brim with brilliant prose, delicious banter, and enough flirting to make any reader blush. While still feeling fresh, new, and current, First Time Caller somehow also manages to evoke feelings of nostalgia that brought me to tears on multiple occasions. This was a heart-clutching, giddy-grinning, and sexy-steamy read from beginning to end and I truly could not love it more."—Hannah Bonam-Young, USA Today bestselling author of Out On a Limb

“A perfect romance in every way - off the charts chemistry, banter for days, and an emotional connection that I’ll be thinking about for a long time. First Time Caller is a total charmer.”—Annabel Monaghan, USA Today bestselling author of Summer Romance

"Chemistry that sizzles across airwaves! First-Time Caller effortlessly draws you in and keeps you hooked until the very last chapter. With dynamic characters, sharp wit, and laugh-out-loud moments, you’ll fall in love with every turn of the page."—Bal Khabra, USA Today bestselling author of Collide

"B.K. Borison’s First Time Caller is an unmissable modern romance— B.K. manages to be classic and incredibly fresh at the same time. Lucie and Aiden’s blistering chemistry and heart-melting connection will leave you swooning. A fresh, funny, and unforgettable love story filled with banter, emotion, and all of Baltimore's charm."—Nikki Payne, author of Sex, Lies, and Sensibility

“A wonderfully tender and sexy story full of swoon-worthy lines and perfect moments that will elicit smiles, sighs, and tears and keep readers thoroughly invested in the happily-ever-after.”—Library Journal (starred review)

"Lucie and Aiden are perfectly imperfect together and will have eager readers rooting for their romance. Quirky supporting characters... add depth, while Borison’s skillful plotting keeps the pages flying. This first-rate tale will resonate with true romantics."—Publishers Weekly

“Warm-hearted and thoroughly delightful, Borison's winning latest will likely expand the fan base that fell for her Lovelight series.”—Booklist

"As Lucie sits down with Aiden to record a segment about her search for love and author B.K. Borison’s trademark romantic banter takes hold, the heart-melting chemistry that emerges between the story’s two leads had us buzzing with excitement. We were also living for all the workplace gossip at Aiden’s radio station, not to mention the unconventional and inspiring workings of Lucie’s blended family. Fans of Borison’s Lovelight series will simply love this."—Apple Books
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B.K. Borison is the author of cozy, contemporary romances featuring emotionally vulnerable characters and swoon-worthy settings. When she’s not daydreaming about fictional characters doing fictional things, she’s at home with her family, more than likely buying books she doesn’t have room for. Lovelight Farms was her debut novel. View titles by B.K. Borison

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A hopeless romantic meets a jaded radio host in this cozy, Sleepless in Seattle–inspired love story from beloved author B.K. Borison.

Aiden Valentine has a secret: he’s fallen out of love with love. And as the host of Baltimore’s romance hotline, that’s a bit of a problem. But when a young girl calls in to the station asking for dating advice for her mom, the interview goes viral, thrusting Aiden and Heartstrings into the limelight. 

Lucie Stone thought she was doing just fine. She has a good job; an incredible family; and a smart, slightly devious kid. But when all of Baltimore is suddenly scrutinizing her love life—or lack thereof—she begins to question if she’s as happy as she believed. Maybe a little more romance wouldn’t be such a bad thing. 

Everyone wants Lucie to find her happy ending…even the handsome, temperamental man calling the shots. But when sparks start to fly behind the scenes, Lucie must make the final decision between the radio-sponsored happily ever after or the man in the headphones next to her.

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Chapter 1

AIDEN

LOVE IS A LIE.

At least, that's what the sign above the door tells me. It's written in large looping letters. Little hearts dotted along the edges and a lipstick mark in the bottom left corner. It looks like a sign that should be hanging crooked in the hallway of a high school, not boldly declaring the decline of humanity during the morning rush at a coffee shop.

There are streamers too. Red and white and dangling from the hanging baskets by the window. They twist back and forth violently every time someone slips in from the street, relaxing back to their sad, wilted loops as soon as the door shuts again.

I frown at a red balloon with an X drawn over it in Sharpie, scratching at the scruff along my jaw as I wait for Jackson to come back to our table. A woman with a satchel the size of a small country smacks into the back of my head and I cross my arms over my chest, kicking my legs out halfway into the aisle to protect my peace. If Jackson doesn't come back soon, I might start eating the saltshaker. I demanded a croissant, two bagels, and a coffee the size of my face as soon as we sat down. Payment for pulling me out of bed at this ungodly hour.

I'm usually too tired from a late-night shift to drag myself from bed any earlier than ten. But Jackson had insisted, and then switched to threats when his insistence didn't work. I'd been too shocked at his language to come up with an appropriate excuse. In our four years of working together at the radio station, I've never heard Jackson raise his voice, let alone threaten bodily harm if I didn't agree to meet him at the tiny bookshop café two blocks from his house.

Be at Skullduggery at eight, he said. Or I'm coming for you.

I was so distracted by the underlying threat, I didn't bother to ask what sort of café has a name like Skullduggery. A pirate ship, maybe. Not a café.

Jackson elbows his way through the small crowd jostling for position at the counter and slides into the seat across from mine, a tray balanced in one hand. He's wearing a gray sweater over a plaid button-up, his sleeves rolled to his forearms. He's polished and put together, not a single hair out of place. I bet he was up at five, done with his workout by six, and making some of his hipster coffee by seven. Meanwhile, I'm wearing a sweatshirt I found draped over the edge of my bed. I'm pretty sure there's pasta sauce on it.

We managed to grab a booth as soon as we got here, though the overstuffed armchairs on the second floor look appealing, surrounded by shelves stacked floor to ceiling with used books. Not only does Skullduggery celebrate the downfall of love; it apparently has a robust collection of literature and the best cruffins in the city. Whatever a cruffin is.

Jackson hands me a cup of coffee, his face eager. "Did you see the sign?"

"You can't exactly miss it." I lift my eyes back to the sign above the door and the decorations floating around it. "The headless cupids are a nice touch."

He unloads the rest of the tray. "They celebrate anti-Valentine's Day every year. I thought you'd like it."

Like feels like a strong word for the demonic cupids dangling from the ceiling. I can't stop staring at the one closest to us. It somehow maintained its head in the massacre and its eyes keep following me. "Do people like . . . whatever this is?"

"I thought it suited your mood." He raises both eyebrows and nudges his glasses up his nose with his knuckles. "You know. Your shitty mood."

When Jackson started at 101.6 LITE FM, he never would have used the word shitty in casual conversation. I guess our spending every night together for the past three years has made a lasting impact.

"Subtle," I grumble. I reach for a bagel, then change my mind and go for the croissant instead. "Is that why I'm here? You want to have a conversation about my attitude?"

"What else would this conversation be about?"

"I don't know." I poke at my baked good. "I thought you wanted to get breakfast. Catch up. Do things that friends do."

"It's convenient how you remember we're friends when you're trying to wiggle out of something."

"I'm not wiggling," I mutter, petulant.

"You're absolutely wiggling. And what I wanted was a cruffin, but they sold out an hour ago."

There's a heavy pause. An implication that if we had met at seven thirty like he suggested, he would happily be eating his baked good of choice. I clear my throat and tear my croissant in half. "Apologies for your lost cruffin."

"Accepted." Jackson snatches the discarded half of my croissant. "Now let's talk about why you sound like your soul is being sucked from your body every night between the hours of six and midnight when you're supposed to be handing out advice on love. My weather reports are suffering because of you."

"Your weather reports are doing just fine," I mumble. I'm pretty sure Jackson's hourly traffic and weather update is the most popular part of our show. "And I don't know what to tell you. I'm fresh out of advice." I'm a glorified answering machine. A sentient blob that listens to people vent. After six years of hosting Heartstrings, Baltimore's romance hotline, I've discovered people don't want to be told how to fix their lives or be held accountable. They just want to hear themselves talk and validate their own narcissism.

They also want to complain about their husband not loading the dishwasher correctly for twenty-six minutes and thirty-two seconds.

I sigh. "You're concerned about my attitude affecting the show."

Jackson frowns. Brand-new lines bracket either side of his mouth. I've aged him by ten years with one conversation.

"Oh, we are way past that, buddy. I know it's affecting the show. This conversation is about you, Aiden. A bedrock of that friendship thing you like to allude to but very rarely bring into practice." He pauses and scratches at his jaw. "Maggie also said if everyone kept tiptoeing around you and your delicate feelings, she'd kick your ass herself."

Maggie, our boss at the station, has never been one to mince words. "The truth is revealed." I sigh.

"Aiden." Jackson leans forward, his frown dragging his whole face down. "You called someone a piece of shit in the middle of a live broadcast."

"Because that guy was a piece of shit." I dunk my croissant into my coffee. Some of it sloshes over the edge of my chipped mug to the weathered tabletop. I feel more emotionally connected to that spilled coffee than to any of the people who have called in to the radio station in the last three months. "He compared women to cattle, Jack."

Jackson flinches. "I know. But you've had callers like that before." I make a face and he throws up his hands in the universal gesture for Chill the fuck out. "I'm not saying he was right. He was a douche-canoe, obviously, but you've always been able to handle people like that, not-" Jackson leans closer, eyes darting over my shoulder to the people crowded around us. He lowers his voice. "Not launch into a very creative and descriptive diatribe about what they should do with their opinions. Maggie has been waiting for a call from the FCC. The only reason she thinks we might get away with it is because it was after ten p.m. And I interrupted halfway through with an emergency weather update."

Interrupted is a polite way to describe how he burst into the booth, ripped the microphone from in front of me, and started talking about low-pressure systems.

I rub my hand over my jaw. "You said there were storms rolling in. There weren't any storms."

"Because I lied," he whisper-yells. "You made me lie about the weather, Aiden."

I try not to laugh. I know how seriously Jackson takes his job. He wanted to work for the National Weather Service but had to drop out of his college program to take on full custody of his little sisters when his mom decided to join a traveling harmonica band. He stuck around for the girls. He said they deserved one permanent thing in their life.

Jackson stares at me. "What's going on with you?"

I keep dipping my croissant into my coffee. I don't know how to stop. "I don't know."

"You've been short-tempered."

"Yes."

"Irritated."

"Yup."

"Snappy and standoffish."

"That seems like an exaggeration, but sure."

Jackson raises both eyebrows as if to say, You called someone a piece of shit, then hurled your coffee mug across the room like you were competing in an Olympic trial. "Is something going on with your family?" he asks carefully. "Is your mom-"

"She's good," I interrupt. "She's fine. The cancer is in full remission. Everyone is good." Good felt like an impossibility six months ago. Good feels like too small a word for the balloon of relief that floats beneath my rib cage every time I think about how close I came to losing my mom. Again. How fucking terrible it was to watch her claw her way through a disease. Again.

I dig my knuckles into my temple and try to erase the image of her small body in a hospital bed, wires hooked up to her arms and a trembling smile on her face.

Everything is fine, Aiden honey. I'm okay.

I shake my head once. The cancer is gone. The doctors are hopeful. The cancer is gone. I clear my throat and glance at Jackson. "My mom and dad are doing a road-trip thing as a celebration. Up the coast. They planned it during her treatment and they're following through."

They keep sending me pictures of themselves in front of various state signs. Beaming on the beach in Delaware, wrapped in parkas. Matching threadbare baseball caps in New York. My mom clutching a bag of gummy worms to her chest in front of a half-bent sign in New Jersey, a knit beanie over the hair that's just started to regrow. Their faces lined with untethered joy.

"And you're upset you're missing out? Is that why you've been a jackass?"

I shake my head. "Nah. I'm happy for them."

"Then what is it?" Jackson asks. "What's going on with you?"

I turn my coffee mug in one full circle. I'm a mess. Just as obstinate as Jackson thinks I am. I don't know how to explain the dread I feel every time I slide into the booth at the station. The thick, heavy feeling that sinks like a stone every time I tap the blinking red button that lets me talk to listeners. It's an ache. An absence. I don't know. If my parents are the picture of joy, then I am the portrait of existential dread. I used to love talking to people. Hearing their stories and sharing mine. It made me feel connected.

But now I'm just . . . exhausted.

"I don't know," I murmur. "I've been-" Struggling, I think, afraid to say the word out loud. Afraid to make it real. I've been struggling and I have no idea how to fix it. If it can even be fixed. I think I've-I think it's possible I've fallen out of love with love, burned by one too many lackluster calls. Burned by the shitty circumstances my family's been handed too. It feels like every time I get my hopes up for something good, reality comes out swinging. I don't know how to be a hopeful person anymore.

It's easier not to be.

I tear off a corner of my croissant. "Maybe I should think about doing something else."

A groove appears between Jackson's eyebrows. "You don't believe that."

I shrug. "I don't know, man. Kind of." I drop my elbows to the table. "You've heard Maggie in our staff meetings. Show numbers aren't great. Sponsorship packages are way down. We get half of the callers we used to and every one of them is-"

"Challenging?" Jackson offers.

"Miserable," I say instead. We are a romance hotline with zero romance.

He leans back in his chair. "I know, but . . . Maggie has ideas. She's pitched a ton of new segments that have promise. And she launched the show as a podcast so people can listen whenever they want."

"The podcast has fourteen subscribers," I tell him. "One of them is my mom."

He snorts a laugh. "Three of them are my sisters."

Heartstrings hasn't pulled in a decent audience for months now. We're hanging on by the skin of our teeth.

The door to the café bangs open and a brisk wind tunnels through the tables. This close to the harbor, it's like sitting in the middle of a polar vortex. There's a chorus of complaints from the people closest to the door, and it slams shut again, the bells jingling their protest. The cupid with the demonic eyes glares at me, swinging back and forth wildly. It's bow and arrow points right between my eyebrows.

Poetic.

"Radio was never the long-term plan," I say slowly. "Maybe this is the universe telling me I should move on."

Jackson reaches across the table and snatches the rest of my croissant. I let him. "You believe in signs from the universe now? The guy who snorted when Maggie suggested he do a bit on horoscopes?"

"Well, horoscopes are ridiculous."

Jackson rolls his eyes. "Typical Taurus."

I ignore him. "Something needs to change."

I think it's me.

Someone jostles behind me for a place at the counter and their elbow sinks between my shoulder blades. I slip farther in the booth with a grunt. "Have you fulfilled your interrogation requirements for Maggie? Can I go get another croissant now?"

Jackson's lips flatten into a line. "Sure. I'll tell her you don't know what's going on, you don't know if you're going to stick with the show, and you don't know if you even really like people anymore despite hosting Baltimore's most popular late-night radio show."

"Formerly most popular," I grumble, tilting my half-empty coffee cup back and forth, hoping it might magically refill itself. "I think we rank behind that public broadcasting show now. The one with the cats."

"Primetime Pussycats?"

"That's the one."

He looks confused. "It's actually about cats?"

I give him a look. "What else would it be about, Jack?"

"Pussycat is a weird term," he says defensively. "And they air late at night. Stop looking at me like that."

Reviews

One of:
Amazon's Best Romances of February
Apple's Best of February


First-Time Caller is a beautiful, steamy, effervescent romance that pours hope and love right into your soul! Absolute magic lives inside these pages.”—Sarah Adams, New York Times bestselling author of Practice Makes Perfect

First-Time Caller made me feel like I was reading my favorite story for the first time—because I was. Bright, effervescent, and painfully relatable, B.K. Borison’s writing is a masterclass in tender care. I was kicking my heels and smiling through my tears—what a joyful ode to happily ever after!”—Ashley Poston, New York Times bestselling author of The Seven Year Slip

"First-Time Caller is everything: tender, sexy, stuffed with flirty banter that had me screaming into my pillow. Full of characters who feel real, like family. A beautiful love letter to love and the movie that made me believe in it. Infused with the kind of magic I can't properly put into words, because B.K. Borison took all the prettiest ones for this book. It's B.K. at her very best, a reminder that it's her world and we're the lucky readers who get to live in it. Hang this one in the Louvre."—Jessica Joyce, USA Today bestselling author of The Ex Vows

"Sharp, swoon-worthy, and profoundly romantic—First Time Caller is brimming with heart, vulnerability, and humor. BK Borison handles her characters and their stories with such care that you can’t help but clutch at your chest as you cheer them toward their happy ending. Aiden and Lucie remind us what a truly courageous thing it is to both be loved and give love in return."—Lyla Sage, USA Today bestselling author of Done and Dusted

"First Time Caller is going to blow fans of Borison away. It is filled to the brim with brilliant prose, delicious banter, and enough flirting to make any reader blush. While still feeling fresh, new, and current, First Time Caller somehow also manages to evoke feelings of nostalgia that brought me to tears on multiple occasions. This was a heart-clutching, giddy-grinning, and sexy-steamy read from beginning to end and I truly could not love it more."—Hannah Bonam-Young, USA Today bestselling author of Out On a Limb

“A perfect romance in every way - off the charts chemistry, banter for days, and an emotional connection that I’ll be thinking about for a long time. First Time Caller is a total charmer.”—Annabel Monaghan, USA Today bestselling author of Summer Romance

"Chemistry that sizzles across airwaves! First-Time Caller effortlessly draws you in and keeps you hooked until the very last chapter. With dynamic characters, sharp wit, and laugh-out-loud moments, you’ll fall in love with every turn of the page."—Bal Khabra, USA Today bestselling author of Collide

"B.K. Borison’s First Time Caller is an unmissable modern romance— B.K. manages to be classic and incredibly fresh at the same time. Lucie and Aiden’s blistering chemistry and heart-melting connection will leave you swooning. A fresh, funny, and unforgettable love story filled with banter, emotion, and all of Baltimore's charm."—Nikki Payne, author of Sex, Lies, and Sensibility

“A wonderfully tender and sexy story full of swoon-worthy lines and perfect moments that will elicit smiles, sighs, and tears and keep readers thoroughly invested in the happily-ever-after.”—Library Journal (starred review)

"Lucie and Aiden are perfectly imperfect together and will have eager readers rooting for their romance. Quirky supporting characters... add depth, while Borison’s skillful plotting keeps the pages flying. This first-rate tale will resonate with true romantics."—Publishers Weekly

“Warm-hearted and thoroughly delightful, Borison's winning latest will likely expand the fan base that fell for her Lovelight series.”—Booklist

"As Lucie sits down with Aiden to record a segment about her search for love and author B.K. Borison’s trademark romantic banter takes hold, the heart-melting chemistry that emerges between the story’s two leads had us buzzing with excitement. We were also living for all the workplace gossip at Aiden’s radio station, not to mention the unconventional and inspiring workings of Lucie’s blended family. Fans of Borison’s Lovelight series will simply love this."—Apple Books

Author

© Marlayna Demond
B.K. Borison is the author of cozy, contemporary romances featuring emotionally vulnerable characters and swoon-worthy settings. When she’s not daydreaming about fictional characters doing fictional things, she’s at home with her family, more than likely buying books she doesn’t have room for. Lovelight Farms was her debut novel. View titles by B.K. Borison